justrun-.

welcome to existence

finally it's friday.... first week of school since school reopened and i'm already all dead and burnt out. -waves frantically infront of my face- it's only week ONE! arghh. scary, four weeks to end-of-years... i am NOT looking forward to that week. school is like a torture chamber. my brain felt so dead and saturated when i went to school today. double whammy - chem and lit eoi, back to back. -collapses onto the ground- it was like a major brain cramp. my head felt so squished up. like i had crammed in my chem textbook and rnj text into that small tiny area... and the pages were sorta gushing out. -tries to imagine.. ooh! imagery! hah.- ok wait, that sounds kinda sick. not used to it. anyway, it's not like i absorbed (still don't know the diff btwn adsorbed and absorbed. oh dear) anything from my major chionging session last night. i promise that i'm never gonna procrastinate for exam mugging ever again. learnt my lesson already. sigh.

i have lots of things to complain about our class' pet mouse. -loud cough- but i shan't. instead, here's some freedom of expression in the form of random, violent banging on the keyboard. alkwerjoiafaklsdjfklajwetoiavjlkjsvklasjawioruajasklfskl!!!!!!!!!!! sigh. horrible larh. amazing how animals can make subjects seem so urghhh. hmm, but i must say, aside from the fact that our chem lessons weren't very educational and practical, i think i like chem (the subject itself). hahah. regret not mugging earlier. have mummy to thank for giving me last min tuition. lol, 5 topics in 2 hrs. now that's what i call [SuPeR sAtUrAtEd] hahah! however, my technique of separation during the eoi wasn't good. i think i used filtration, and all the residue (information) got stuck on the filter paper (my brain). so there wasn't much filtrate (information) that i could put onto paper. ok i should stop analyzing the day's events like it's some chemistry experiment. lol.

lit was.. -points to mouldy bread-, BAD. goodbye marks. hello zero! that's gonna be like, a really common number found in the "marks" boxes on my test papers (: not to mention the four letter f word: F-A-I-L. wait wait! i know a quote. i think i can finally rmbr "and let fire eyed fury be my conduct now" lol, correct anot? oh and there's... "what's in a name? that which we call a rose,/blahblahblah" ok not very successful. lit isn't very enlightening. it hasn't lit up my life. hah. ok not very funny...

anw, gil, nats and i were quite stressed out during recess. lol. so we destressed by laughing alot. and saying really weird things. like gil (who's toadally cool. HAHA) she said she really wanted our class to be underwater :O lol, it was so funny! she even "swam" up and down the aisles in btwn our desks. lol. hmm, then gil and i started to jump up and down. cos we thought it might help our blood circulation (chants "we're gonna score!" lol) yeah, when we started doing that, the whole class turned to look at us, thinking that we were mad lunatics (which we probably are. ahaha) oh wait, then when we asked gil for quotes she knew, she was like "don't want to tell you -puffs up her face-, i'm gonna score!" haha that part was so funny! she kept on biting nats ok! -cough- love bites rite? then she'd go "i'm so depressed!" and laugh away madly. HAHAH like some kinda live version of an oxymoron. lol.

i dare you to move ;
like today never happened ;
today NEVER happened,
_b e f o r e

so much for a relaxing weekend ahead. got aquathlon tmr (which btw, i am going to be placed last in), then evening there's ORA dinner. ooh twentybucks. lol. ermm, sunday there's terry fox run, then chionging of rs. oh, i bet i'm going to be super destressed after that. -.-" hmm, i feel so unfit :P like a walking blob of fat. haha eh maybe i'll sink in the lagoon tmr. if not i'll crack the concrete pavement that i'm running on cos of my sheer mass pounding on it.

cheers to my new losing weight plan. hopefully i won't fail... must go train with my good old training partner -pokes darinne- hope you won't mind if i slow u down, haha. must train with me ok? motivate me to lose weight like you, you skinny muscular toot. and i wasn't looking under ppl's skirts! ahah that was super funny ok... silly woman.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [17:06]

and took [20040917] strides

it's the passion that drives you